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Wednesday, June 17, 2009 8:14 PM
Wednesday, June 17, 2009 8:14 PM
starbucks and whatnots.
the last two days ive been bumming my ass
at starbucks at
northpoint to the pt
that im acutally
sick of starbucks
zzz
ive nthng mre to say
for the reason im bumming
its just basically
pisses me off.
thank god to two kind souls
the last two days
ive made my way to cck
ad back to yishun
bumming with company
the last two days,
i realised
alot has changed.
truly, alot
and yet, it makes me uncertain once again
about,
everything.
its really
easy to say one thing
and do another.
its harder,
to stay on track
its harder,
to abstain from things
you onced enjoy,
you onced,
had fun with..
its harder..
to change
its difficult,
to decide.
its difficult,
to make choices
its difficult,
esp when you dont want to regret it
its something,
when,
you commit,
its something,
when you try to change,
its something,
when you try to get
better in time..
and yet,
you look back,
and wonder
why you do all those foolish things
and yet,
its harder,
to have people
make you question yourself
why do you even bother
whether, its worth it still
or even anymore.
whether,
lowering yourself
and your pride and dignity
giving,
everything you possibly can..
for maybe,
absolutely nothing.
its tough,
figuring out
another person
and its tougher,
being together with someone
you cant even figure anymore
you,
cant even trust anymore,
you,
possibly cant even feel for anymore.
maybe,
its all in the thoughts,
or maybe,
its just you,
that wants to set free,
or that,
you see it going no where anymore
or,
you just feel none of it
the difference is great
the feelings completely different
so,
why do i even bother
or should even bother anymore?
gullible,
and hopelessly taken in..
but,
there is a time,
when,
for real,
i want to knw,
just where all this is going.
and, i guess
till then,
there is nothing much left to say,
nothing much left to feel..
and maybe,
it'll be goodbye,
and possibly regret..
but..
time heals all wounds,
whats left are the scars..
and,
thats how the story goes..
people moving/
fast-pace/
changing/
the world,
is revolving,
and what can we do?
there are those,
who get over pain
easily,
and there are those,
who will always feel that pain
that tinge of sadness and regret
and you can only feel for those in pain
and hate those,
who created the pain.
the last two days ive been bumming my ass
at starbucks at
northpoint to the pt
that im acutally
sick of starbucks
zzz
ive nthng mre to say
for the reason im bumming
its just basically
pisses me off.
thank god to two kind souls
the last two days
ive made my way to cck
ad back to yishun
bumming with company
the last two days,
i realised
alot has changed.
truly, alot
and yet, it makes me uncertain once again
about,
everything.
its really
easy to say one thing
and do another.
its harder,
to stay on track
its harder,
to abstain from things
you onced enjoy,
you onced,
had fun with..
its harder..
to change
its difficult,
to decide.
its difficult,
to make choices
its difficult,
esp when you dont want to regret it
its something,
when,
you commit,
its something,
when you try to change,
its something,
when you try to get
better in time..
and yet,
you look back,
and wonder
why you do all those foolish things
and yet,
its harder,
to have people
make you question yourself
why do you even bother
whether, its worth it still
or even anymore.
whether,
lowering yourself
and your pride and dignity
giving,
everything you possibly can..
for maybe,
absolutely nothing.
its tough,
figuring out
another person
and its tougher,
being together with someone
you cant even figure anymore
you,
cant even trust anymore,
you,
possibly cant even feel for anymore.
maybe,
its all in the thoughts,
or maybe,
its just you,
that wants to set free,
or that,
you see it going no where anymore
or,
you just feel none of it
the difference is great
the feelings completely different
so,
why do i even bother
or should even bother anymore?
gullible,
and hopelessly taken in..
but,
there is a time,
when,
for real,
i want to knw,
just where all this is going.
and, i guess
till then,
there is nothing much left to say,
nothing much left to feel..
and maybe,
it'll be goodbye,
and possibly regret..
but..
time heals all wounds,
whats left are the scars..
and,
thats how the story goes..
people moving/
fast-pace/
changing/
the world,
is revolving,
and what can we do?
there are those,
who get over pain
easily,
and there are those,
who will always feel that pain
that tinge of sadness and regret
and you can only feel for those in pain
and hate those,
who created the pain.
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