shoo monday blues
Monday, November 09, 2009 8:25 PM
shoo monday blues
today has been the epitome of all monday bluessssigh.so,once againschool sucked fucking balls.andwithin the last say..hour..well k not jst today..ive been thinking about stuffsand sigh..life truly has a way of fooling with me.once again,i feel that void deep inside.i try to ignore it andi try to mask it.bt on those dreary bus ridesand those moments where i lie awake in bedi feel the whole world crashing down on me yet againand over and over againlike waves crashing inand folding over one anotherenveloping that sadness and fearthat madnessyet againi find myself wanting toavoid all of theseand hiding away from the rest of this worldthat has served no purpose bt to hurt and vindicatethat has caused jealousy and angerthat has caused all the sadness.its funny,really it is.how you feel likeyour on top the tallest mountain for a secondand the very next,youve been entrenchedright down to the bottomand you burnand burnand sometimes you just ratherend it all, once and for all.fckk this shit.Labels: thoughts.emo.