so come on and fly with me as we make our great escape

let the flames begin
Saturday, December 05, 2009 9:09 PM

let the flames begin

What a shame
We all became such fragile, broken things
A memory remains just a tiny spark
I give it all my oxygen
To let the flames begin
So let the flames begin

Oh, glory
Oh, glory

This is how we'll dance when
When they try to take us down
This is what will be
Oh, glory

Somewhere weakness is our strength
And I'll die searching for it
I can't let myself regret
Such selfishness

My pain and all the trouble caused
No matter how long
I believe that there's hope
Buried beneath it all, and
Hiding beneath it all, and
Growing beneath it all, and...

This is how we'll dance when
When they try to take us down
This is how we'll sing out
This is how we'll stand when
When they burn our houses down
This is what will be
Oh, glory

Reaching as I sink down into light
Reaching as I sink down into light

its that month of the year..
the one i look forward to
but which i dread deep down

cos it holds memories after memories..

i feel like stabbing something now

oh and the abstinence failed

i feel like a muah chee and at the same time
liek one of those rattan balls
just cos i feel like a ball
and
i feel like life is so fucked and too complicated

roll roll
i want to roll down a hill

and now i shall stop my nonsensical blabbing
and jst retreat to my dark cold abyss.

Labels: thoughts.sad.confusion.

you know..
Monday, September 28, 2009 12:32 AM

you know..

you know how you get that warm fuzzy feeling thinking of somebody...?

you know how..
everybody that walks past you looks the same..?
like that one person..?

and you keep wondering if that person is ard?

you know how..
you think endlessly of what the person is doing every single moment?

you know how..
you heart sinks when you realise...
its just you...

i know how that feels:(

and...
apparently..its cos..
YOU MISS THE PERSON.

drats.
i got that tangled
butterflies in my stomach feeling now.
NOT GOOD.

Labels: thoughts.sad.confusion.